there it comes again, to engulf me and sap the last trace of h******** out of me.
angrily, i tell it “see we have already discussed this, i have had enough of you”
but it remains undeterred and with that crooked look tells me, “no, i am gonna be with you”
‘Why?’, i ask, ‘What have i done to deserve you?’
“oh, you just relied too much, cared too much”, it answers amusingly.
“i know i know…but now i want to be free..i want to fly…i’ve paid my debts”, i protest vehemently.
“but you are hopeful, aren’t you ?”.
I hate that sly look!!
helplessly -“i don’t wanna talk about it and just go, u scare the shit out of me Hollowness”
Oh yes and wait listen, “See, i know you are powerful…but don’t underestimate me. you don’t realise how stubborn i am and to what extent i can go to win. I am me !”
“wait…u r supposed to be scared”
“you might have touched my weakest points…but u didn’t realise i dont Give Up !!. So get your raggedy ass back and lemme sleep.”