after all this time

after all this time,

i still want to believe that all this is but a dream-

that one day i am gonna wake up to find everything beautiful again

one day i will find things as they are supposed to be

that all this is but just a gruelling test

which one day i am gonna ace and be alive again.

 

and after all this time

there is nothing that i want- nothing more than a peaceful moment-

that one day i am gonna wake up without going through a nightmare

or there might be a day when i am gonna sleep with content

without a yearning and without having to tell myself

that this is  just a passing moment and all is fair.

 

after all this time

i still want to believe that amidst all this flux there are still some constants –

that one day moon will no longer lift the waves only to let them break

perhaps one day either i won’t need to trust and depend

or that there will be a day when i won’t have to scream

for someone to just hold me and say – i won’t ever let you break.

 

after all this time

i still want to believe that all this is but a dream.

 

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